today,we went out to yishun to have dinner and to collect the chocolates that i had bought online (: i like it when we walk side by side and hand in hand..one which i won't want to let go..does he noe that i really love him a lot?..hais,he used to put me in a very important position and let me have everything according to my wills but i see a little change in him recently..we used to have a lot of conversations with each other and everytime when i hang up without saying bye,he would call me back with much urgency and fear that i would be angry with something that he had said but i don see that happening anymore and i'm confused..it tells me a sad fact that i might not be as important in his heart as before..as he has stopped seeing me as an urgent part in his life and that urgency he had before has dissapeared through the time bit by bit..i remember the time when i was so frail and sick in the bed of mine,my body filled with much pain and felt so weak from the lack of food,lonely and sick in the dark solemn night while he was at the chalet.I tot that he would come and visit me or even bring me to the doctors to relive me from my dreadful fever but i was wrong,it was just my wishful thinking,he never knew how sad i felt at that time and how my heart felt as my eyes watered with much dissapointment,it was very sad indeed...SAD SAD!..
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